For: The Institute of Contemporary and Emerging Worship Studies, St. Stephen’s University, Essentials Green Online Worship Theology Course with Dan Wilt
This week we have been thinking about the values of intimacy and integrity in worship. And, as always, I find that it raises further questions for me.
Firstly how do we engage our hearts and our minds so that we open ourselves towards the Lord in an authentic way that is not just about having “an emotional experience” or simply “making sure we have all the right liturgical elements in place” so that a good job is done of worship in a theological sense. How do we engage heart and mind in worship?
In our context we have people from so many different backgrounds. People who love liturgy and engaging their minds in worship and those who love the freedom to sing song after song. We also have those who can’t read and therefore any songs that don’t have repetition are difficult for them to enter into. So what do you do as a worship leaders with these tensions? How do you draw such an eclectic group into worshiping God?
As I was thinking about this tension, I was reminded of my times going to see a rugby or football (soccer to others!) match when I was a teenager. In these contexts people came from all walks of life, educational backgrounds, life experience but with one goal, to engage fully in a sports event. The people at these events, weren’t simply engaged in talking about the technical expertise of the players – although that came into play – but there was a sense of people fully engaging who they are, sometimes almost involuntarily without really thinking of it. As I attended some of these venues, I have heard powerful transcendent singing – so akin to worship that you would think you were at a huge worship event! People’s arms in the air, people swaying, people singing with all their heart and soul – completely abandoning themselves to the energy and experience of the environment. So if we – as humans from all walks of life and different experiences – have the capacity to do this at a sports event, how do we translate this into engaging our hearts and minds for worship of the Creator? How do we create an environment that will call all of us into worshiping God with all that we are?
For me obviously the essential difference between singing your soul out at a rugby match and worshiping God, is that we are worshiping a living being and a mysterious being at that. We worship someone we can never fully know and who we don’t fully understand. As we enter into worship, as we enter into faith, there is a need to trust what we do know and also to embrace the recognition that we are part of a much larger narrative and worshiping history. And this is a good thing.
I believe that as we allow our minds to fully engage with these truths, we can allow our hearts to be fully engaged too. Because worship of the Lord is about engaging all of who we are, all of our senses. It’s not emotionalism versus intellectualism, but really a healthy involvement of our body, soul, spirit and our emotions.
If we make worship primarily an intellectual experience it is much too limiting and if we make it simply an emotional experience, we deny the engagement of our whole beings in worship – and God wants all of who we are. The more we worship with our whole beings focused on God, the more we are able to enter into an intimacy, authenticity and integrity in worship of the Living God. This in itself is a mystery we can’t fully unpack
There is something we can learn from the experience of those who fully engage themselves at a sports event (even if it is times it seems to be a combination of the good the bad and the ugly!). It shows us that we are made to gather and worship together and that there is something powerful that happens when we are in a place/space with a single minded goal. To somewhat paraphrase what Brian Doerksen said in an article entitled “Intimacy in worship” (from the magazine Inside worship), ..”intimacy is living our whole lives in the presence of God… versus living our lives to other gods”.
If we don’t consciously desire to engage our lives in full worship surrender to God time and time again, there will be other things that end up distracting us, possibly becoming idolatrous in our lives. As Dan Wilt talked about in an article entitled “How to lead worship” (taken from Inside Worship), he believed that as worship leaders (and I believe as people who worship), our most powerful instrument is our lives, not how well we play an instrument or how loud we can sing but how we live and who we live for.
The sports analogy breaks down at different points but for me it is a reminder of what can happen as we engage all that we are consistently and allow ourselves to experience the interaction that we can have with the living God, both intellectually and emotionally.
Thank you.